Be unique, just like everyone else.

ALONE FOR NOW.

2006-03-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

Um if you're wondering if I actually died for the past few weeks.. fortunately no I didn't.

Recent posts have been penned in my LJ. (link) Feel free to hurl insults or just give a look or something, I don't know.

Oh and if you don't have an LJ account you can still comment in it, I think. Yeh. :/

Have a bloody brilliant weekend till school starts.

ROLL-POPS?

2006-03-12T23:42:00.001+08:00

So yesterday was the geek trip to Star Wars exhibit, and today was the JayAxe's lunch gathering. Hm, quite okay-a-holiday, cept' for the homework part, I guess.. Well nothing much to say here so blah blah:

I've totally forgot who this guy is.. well it's a Star Wars character, yeh.

A drawing of one of the er, robots. I think it's that guy aside r2-D2 in the movies. Yeh. :l

That was me being an asshole in a terrible attempt of Cheryl's to take a "glam" picture of herself. :D

So everybody thought this picture of me was cute? But I wanted it because i found it in Amylia's phone, and I know both of us really miss those religious classes alot, right now.. Hurhur, this reminds me of Adz'z plan of the school's PA system. (shall not say due to sensitive issues)

Okay saya mesti pergi er, berehat di atas katil saya.

Auf Viedersehn!

Die now.

2006-03-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

Um okay this is gonna sound really boring but I'm pretty zoned out right now, so here goes.. The learning journey on Friday resulted in Joanne getting really pissed with me and kept calling me the Most Inconsiderate Person on Earth. But yeah I'd pretty much agree with her.. I'd be the most useless member if I were ever to be in the Amazing Race. I just don't understand why we have to run. Probably that'd be the reason why a few of us almost got killed by a gigantic bus on the road.. (jackass jaywalkers)

Polka on Saturday was alright I guess, considering the fact I came not to support the school but only for Adzlynn. It wasn't that bad.. Adz looked weird with that huge flower on her head. Nonetheless ya'll played Copacabana brilliantly. I only yawned twice, I think.. And I've come to the fact that teenage girls do not know how to appreciate classical concerts like these.. really.

Okay so yadayadayada maybe I'm moving to LJ, I don't know yet, and blahblah have a good holiday and bye.

TEQUILA SUNRISE.

2006-03-09T17:31:00.000+08:00

Before I lose my nerve, I just wanted to say that I've come to the conclusion I'm depressed. In that bad it-won't-fucking-go-away way, too.

I think I should watch more Oprah. That woman owns, man.

Or since ALL the Oscar-nominated movies are all rated NC16 and above, I therefore will watch a cheesy movie with gay taglines!

OKAY, DUMB MOVIE, ANYONE?

And I need a new layout, badly. Know where I can find em'?

Drop dead if you say blogskins.

BROKEBACKBOOHOO.

2006-03-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

So when Cikgu doesn't come, and everyone's in a dazed mood.. what'd you do?

You play bingo.

And then lock her outta the class. (aww but we let her back in)

And then you play some more Bingo.

So today I gave myself a mental note to close my eyes and go through the day.

And blink, I'm home.

Hmm.

That didn't make any sense, did it?

Brokeback Mountain lost Best Picture to Crash. Ohohoho, you bet your ass I'm going to watch the Oscars tonight.

ATMADJA <3

2006-03-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

Right now I'm pumping my ears with Quidam's soundtrack.. Thinking back, I still remember watching Quidam's DVD when I was 11, and I could remember every single performance and stunt they did. So of course it was like a dream come true when they came to Singapore.. And again did I have to attend another art performance alone, because no one else was really that psyched up to see them.

But you know, maybe it's better off watching them alone. No one really bugs you by whispering into your ear, asking you what the hell is going on in the middle of the performance.. o.o Jazz, anyone?

Now I wanna go for a jazz Mosaic festival event at the Esplanade.. I don't know whether you're a great fan of jazz but somehow or another maybe I'd just go alone again. :/ Speaking of performances, Adz's Polka Concert better be good.. the only pieces I can't wait to hear is Copacabana and the Phantom Of The Opera theme. And Amylia better not fall asleep again..

Anyhoo school was like a fly, whizzing around your face and you finally get to kill it by slapping your cheek, with an end result of blood and a decomposing insect on your face. Oh ye, I love school. Today a friend did something we all didn't really expect of her, but all we have is to wish her well and hope she can get back on her two feet again.

Watch the Oscars on Monday, 6th March on TV or drop dead.

Now I shall be emo, and put some lyrics reflecting upon my personal emotions right now, so here:

So let me fall
If I must fall
I won't heed your warnings
I won't hear them

Happy "weekend".

NO SIGN OF IT.

2006-03-02T17:12:00.000+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen, Haliliah the great fucked up her test todaaay. Leaving the whole page blank, and losing ten marks just like that? Oh, that is just, so smart, I could kiss my own hand right now.

And nowadays I listen to the Ranting Gryphon on my mp3, (like an audiobook, perhaps?) and it's pretty weird when you laugh at the funny parts, specially when you're all alone on a bus. Hoo yeh, you can see those people just looking at you like some stupid freak.

DAMN THE PEOPLE WHO CANCELLED THE TERENGGANU TRIP.

I'm feeling so goddamn random right now that I'm gonna watch Passion Of The Christ again.

LEWOODO.

2006-02-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

There's a Physics test tomorrow.. Well I don't really know HOW magnets can be of effective use in my future, and I don't really care why a metal ball gets attracted to some stupid piece of metal.

School is an evil scum which sticks to your back till it scrapes your skin.. *morbid look* I so cannot wait for that bloody Terengganu trip.

Anyway there was my neighbour who had a guest over for lunch and he looked at his Koi and said, "Wah, Koi ah? Can eat anot?" And sneaky me, looked at him strangely and then he saw me peeping at them. I gave him a weird look, and then he returned another weird look at me. Well I don't know whether you call that situation unusual human behaviour.. but how is it if I went to your house and you had a pet cat or some two-headed chihuahua, and said,

"Wah, you got cat ah! Can eat anot?"

... and I think Kois are seriously some ugly and big ass fish.

After a dreary Sunday afternoon, another week at the scum-sucking place.. -___-

LULLABY.

2006-02-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

I guess sometimes it's those moments, when you just wanna lean on that someone's shoulder you've been longing to hold on to.

BAFTA.

2006-02-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

So far I've almost reached my mark to watch all Oscar nominated movies as soon as possible.. which is:

- Walk the Line
- Goodnight, & Good Luck
- The Constant Gardener
- Brokeback Mountain
- Cinderella Man
- North Country
- History Of Violence

And I have yet to watch Munich, Syriana, Capote, and The Squid & the Whale.. Wow, I bet none of ya'll actually bother to see these movies. But it's the awards season!

Diversion..

ACJC funorama on Saturday with Amylia. Same old thing, nothing new, really.. Heard they raised half a million. *grumbles* Anway Amylia and I only played games that involved throwing darts, I bought a yellow balloon but soon got taken away from my brother's friend who apparently wanted to have that voice when you inhale helium.. :/ Saw Jean, Rice, & Nurul there.. said hello asked about their well being on Earth which was probably nothing fantastic but was nice seeing them again.

Now on a random note,

I hate school, teachers, and mornings, and hyper people who shove their big wide smiles in my FACE every morning.

Another random note,

I actually talked to YOU for 2 hours?!?! Even I can't believe it, but thanks for that chat. [:

Another fucking random note,

I hope Atty, Adz, Amylia can make it to the Terengganu trip.. I can already imagine the fun we're gonna have.

OKAY IM GONNA THROW ALL YOUR TVS OUTTA YOUR WINDOW RIGHT NOW

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Adzlynn don't be surprised if I just run to New Zealand and ride whales till I drown in the sea, or change my name to Frank Abignail JR. HAHAHAAA

This has got to be the weirdest post.. thats because I'm listening to the Ranting Gryphon. PG.

DIE NOW.

2006-02-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

The following needs no introduction but just plain, human awe.. [link]

I so cannot wait.

P.S - Thanks for the vday pressies : Amylia, Adz&Atty minahs, Cheryl, Parv, JayAxe, JoH, Steph, JoL, and Kris. Happy Haram Day.

LONG POST

2006-02-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

I've got nothing to wrap up this week with so I'll just put a very random survey I found on Devart..

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Certainly it was true that a part of me hoped desperately to be.." from Memoirs Of A Geisha. -.- Everyone's reading it.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
My laptop screen.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
That would be last night.. the Grammys. I slept halfway through it.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
Um, 730pm.

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
7:39pm. Wah, not bad.. 9 minutes off.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Loud naggings of my dearest mother.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Going to school, coming back from school. Yeh, it's a hard knock life.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Deviantart.

9. What are you wearing?
Oversized tshirt and shorts.

10. Did you dream last night?
No, I was too tired, I think..

11. When did you last laugh?
When we had to say "AAAH" loudly when dancing.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Postcards with those inspirational words on it..

14. What do you think of this quiz?
It's making me burp and burp everytime I do every question

15. What is the last film you saw?
The Constant Gardener, starring Ralph Fiennes :D

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A new pen lah. I've been using the same one since last year.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Uh, I have barotrauma.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
That everyone would get along.

19. Do you like to dance?
It's my CCA, but I don't really get jiggy with it all the time

20. George Bush:
is a very, very, bad man.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Liana. I've thought of this since pri 3. >.<

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
I don't know.. but not Rumi. Weird name. :/

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
If I were given the opportunity, I definitely would.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Nothing. I'd just smile.

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Anybody who wants to do this..

Today the O level results were out. Well of course there was screaming, jumping, tears of joy.. I saw this girl crying her eyes out, picking up her bag and just walking out. They're hard to ignore, I guess.

DJHF.

2006-02-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

I was sick for the past week and so I did not pon school for no reason. I don't miss school.. but I don't like staying home either..

Don't wish that you'd fall sick just to skip school.

It's not a very nice feeling..

OH, SUNDAY.

2006-01-31T13:50:00.000+08:00

Surabaya was awesome. But of course a flight is never a memorable one unless you leave your mark on the vomit bag just in the seat infront of you.

On it I drew the words "A VOMIT BAG" and then added a footnote: "On an ugly note, Singapore's education system sucks. - 16 yr old Sporean student" And then I put it back, hopefully for the cleaners or the next passengers to see. :D

Well the whole trip was pretty fun, with the wedding and all. I'll let the pictures elaborate. -_-

The wedding. Cmon, the groom's like, half naked. And we have to eat standing up. Yah. :/

Got me nails done, at a spa. It was 10,000 rupiah, so pretty much around 2 bucks.

It's obviously the KFC, but what the hell does "Jagonya Ayam" mean? :S No wonder I failed Malay.

And she says "Now, I have to go back to school, bitches."

I have shitloads of work to do. *grumbles*

JOISURE.

2006-01-26T19:50:00.000+08:00

Well we sent Divya off to er, Melbourne. xD and many things happened later. It's so ironic that I'd be flying off at the same time the next day. :/

But anyway I'll be off tomorrow, to Indonesia. Flight's like, at 5 pm tomorrow but I haven't even packed. HAH. At least I'd have more alone time, to ponder on my thoughts as usual. I can't wait. I'm staying at a hotel, a hotel! (no more budget)

I'm doing this in such a hurry. :l

Anyway I love this photo and I think everybody else in it agrees with me.

We were in the toilet.

RECOUNT, THE STEPS.

2006-01-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

I've actually a couple of pictures to post but I'm just too damn lazy to do it.

Fine, so my previous post was rather passe compared to everybody else's emotions. I don't know really, it felt better posting it rather than wallowing in self-pity.

Okay, so far of all the stupid piano exam pieces I've ever experienced, grade 7's chosen ones were the most horrible, horrible, ones. So there was my very self-conscious-teacher-who-thinks-batik-blouses-are-still-in just playing all the pieces and when she finished:

Her: Wow, all the composers are all from Russia, Turkey!
Me: *peeking at the footnotes* Er, well.. they're all dead.

Curse to the depths of the person who thought of the Baroque period.

I realise while typing this entry I'm listening to the amazing Buble crooner on my speakers. No wonder I'm so euphoric right now.

But I still feel as if something's missing in my life. *mumbles*

HUGS, ANYONE.

2006-01-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

I doubt if anyone noticed that i've been slowly dying inside. I've been staring into oblivion, numb towards my surroundings and just hating the whole depressing feeling of it. But of course I was so glad to receive Amylia's truly encouraging words of wisdom on a piece of letter she left on my table for me. I was so touched, I could even cry that moment. Thank you Amylia, you're the greatest, greatest, greatest, friend I could ever have.

Enough of that sad stuff, school as usual is as horrible as it always has been.. but perhaps I realised that maybe its just another phase we all have to go through ultimately, no matter what.

*rambles on*

I suddenly miss Egypt, and the chilly night air and just standing alone out there on that cruise deck, looking out to the Nile. The world is beautiful, it really is.

PFFT.

2006-01-17T18:06:00.000+08:00

I want to lay down and die.

At least I've got my Golden Globes later at 8.

WHY?

2006-01-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

Well probably you had your fun times with outings with your friends, out shopping and all. But to me, I think no trip is worthwhile if I hadn't spent time with my dad today. There're days where you hardly see your father, so why not a day with him? (:

I think Delifrance's new Bistro concept's pretty awesome. The lamps above the booths in national France's colours just adds to that warm ambience.

Anyway I've gotten to continue a little *bit* of my drawing.. It's Velma Kelly from the movie Chicago, if you're wondering. Chicago's a great movie. I was halfway studying, and then I thought "what the heck," but it's not finished yet though.

Life's pretty mundane. *wheeze*

ROULETTE, ANYONE?

2006-01-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

So I cut my thumb on Wednesday, trying to do that damn MD board. And yeah you bet damn well it was deep, alright. It pretty much sucked, having to go around with a stupid bandage on my thumb and functioning with little less than four fingers and a hand.

CCA fair today was pretty mediocre, I think. The whole layout was just a shwable of crazy-eyed people just being schmucks. My thumb was hurting the whole time. Also this week we got a scolding from Mr Lee about some SS thing. I was pretty zoned out and oblivious, so all I heard was "You people.." then white noise.

Since the start of the year I have not touched any of my drawings, and neither attempted to continue finishing them, because of this oh-so-horrible education system.

If I'm gonna go on like this for the rest of the year, I'd have to take anti-depressants so that I can be goddamn jolly. *mutters malicious gibberish*

Oh, and I'd do anything to experience New York like this.

P.S - Dear rain, I hope you keep on going with that good ol' drench of yours because its depressing the WHOLE of me. Good job.

P.S.S - And dear YOU, I don't know whether you've forgotten me, but you're still and always will be on my mind.

YOU MAKE ME SICK.

2006-01-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

I was reading the National Enquirer and saw this article about the Prussian Blue, and I have to say that I am

truly,

truly,

disgusted.

White pride, my ass.

YOU'LL GET BY.

2006-01-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

Why couldn't I be born during the 1960's in New York? I could've led a much lovelier life, sitting in a a blues bar and listen to that piano player playing jazz all night long.

GAAAAAH.

KEYS.

2006-01-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

The Chemistry revision test sucked. There was this girl infront of me who was already drawing on the back of the paper half an hour before the paper ended. I don't blame her, I know that feeling where you'd just give up on yourself.
Thinking back, I really miss Michael Buble's concert, how it was one of the most greatest moments of my life ever.

" I believe that jazz in standards is the greatest gift America ever gave to the
arts."

- Michael Buble

HOPE.

2006-01-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

Since the start of school, I've always had moments where I just sit and stare and think how I could possibly handle all of this, and how I'd end up if things were to go wrong, or perhaps not. What my future was like, whether I could actually prove my old self wrong. A friend always told me to never give up on your dreams, to always have hope. What if I don't have trust in myself anymore?

This thought scares me every moment of every second. I even almost cried once. Anyway, I've always been inspired by this conversation of mine, maybe you've seen it before in previous posts, but here it is:

H: Hey, would you fight in a war you know you would lose?
D: How would I know it?

You don't. You never will. And therefore, you always have hope.

MSG AND THE GANGS.

2006-01-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

School.

Gosh, you don't know how much I hate it. See ya'll cranky bitches! :)

& IT GOES ON AND ON..

2006-01-01T06:50:00.000+08:00

The year's been warped. 2005 wasn't the best year I had. But hell, thanks for the people that made 2005 irritatingly beautiful. Life in 2006 won't be a pretty one for sure. A mad rush of homework and assigments, a slew of spliced futures, and I'll grab them all by the scuff of the neck.

Till then.

P.S - Happy 49th, Mom. (:

SE7ENSHME7EN.

2005-12-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

Amylia the Korean psycho has se7ened me.. I am bored so I'll do it.

SE7EN Things that make me Smile :) :

Seeing the people I hate squirm.
Hearing Michael Buble sing.
Getting comments on my drawings.
Everytime someone reminds me that life is worth living for.
Having a gay o' time with others.
Having that feeling that someone out there actually cares for you.
When a teacher gets fired.

SE7EN Ways to Win my Heart (Right Now) :

Someone to tell me that school's closed for the year.
Coffee.
Hours of consecutive medical comedies and dramas.
See the neighbour's dogs get shot one by one.
Seeing the neighbour's children get shot one by one.
A meaningful chat with anyone.
1 million, gajillion, shabadeewoomillion YEN!

SE7EN Things I Believe In :

Nobody'll take responsibility for you. Ever.
Everybody has their own dirty little secret. (even me)
Bush is the most evil man on Earth and might in fact be Satan himself.
Teaching is a last resort.
Life is meaningless without scandals.
Austin Powers rules the Earth.
TV overpowers anything.

SE7EN Things that are just BLAH :

Annoying, stupid, teenage girls.
Lizards.
Anything with ponytails, excited jumping, and cute stuff.
Cats with no mouth.
Everything possible related to school and the education system.
You reading this! Hahaha stupid idiot.
That Sly guy. Sry Amylia, I just had to do this. :B

SE7EN Things I Do Everyday :

Log on to MSN.
Log on to Deviantart.
Watch WLIIA at 0430 hours without fail.
Watch at least one program at 1000 hours every weeknight.
Admire my phone.
Make stupid faces at neighbours.
Peel my lips till they bleed.

SE7EN People I Want to See Right Now :

Anyone with money to lend me.
Michael Buble.
Max from DBSG. (I'l probably faint if I see him)
People who I can relate to.
That person out there who gives a damn about me.
Bush, so I can kill him.
Micheal Moore, so I can thank him.

SE7EN People who should also do this :

Athirah, as an IOU for making me end my shopping spree today.
Nidia, because.. I don't know why. Just do it.
Me.
Me.
Me.
Me.
The dog next door who just cannot stop moaning. (sounds wrong)

There you have it! Anyway today almost the whole of MD visited Nadiah at SGH. It was pretty short, because I just stood there for like, 2 minutes and then Siti got up and said "Ok, BYE!" -_- And then dwindled around Bugis.. and I officially want to say that Athirah Suhaimi is the worse shopping partner you will ever have. But you still got me home so it's okay. (: Can you believe Siti's outfit?

I know, me neither.

BADABING.

2005-12-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

My sister came back yesterday, and she brought home shisha. And for the first time in my life I smoked shisha! :) T'was neat having smoke coming outta my mouth. Anyway if you don't have a single idea of what the hell sisha is, here's what it looks like:

So folks, school is starting and Satan's workers are preparing for our eternal doom of 2006! Oh that is so exciting, I cannot wait! I love school, and doing homework and being slaves to the bastardisation of this clinical, mundane system called education.

I'm going to make little straw figures of the people who've pissed me off this year, and invite all the kids in my neighbourhood to come and whack it with sticks, set it on fire and do a little dance around it. :)

I haaaaaaaaaaaaaate school.

SELF DETEST.

2005-12-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

So today I brought my relatives from the States around Singapore yesterday.. and the Americans can really warf down a whole burger, just like that. I finally caught up with Nick and Jessica's divorce after I bought Star magazine (which cost me like, 8 frickin bucks)

Anyway, the homework regret disease was finally catching up and I decided to do that forum newspaper stuff thing, and look at the cyclonic effect on my room:

After which I wanted to do more work, but suddenly I saw this picture of a really hot dude lying around on my table.. and so I got distracted and drew him!

This is the first male potrait I've ever drawn, and my real first attempt at detailed hair.. I know Adzlynn would be laughing if she'd be reading this. :l

There's some party at my house tomorrow.. FREE FOOD.

BRAIN ROT.

2005-12-20T16:12:00.000+08:00

I am a humanoid morphing into a piece of furniture. TV is my IV tube, going into my veins, like chemotherapy.. *cackle*

P.S - I updated my portofolio page. Let me know what you think abt it. :)

QTIPS.

2005-12-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

Okay so I wake up at 1.30pm, get to the TV, and turn on the Oprah Winfrey Show. The audience gets Christmas presents like laptops, Nike shoes, and so many unbelievable things that are impossible to afford! I don't know how long it took me to close my jaw there.

In TV news, have you seen Tyra Bank's website recently? It's pretty rad, man. Check out the music in Bankable Productions.

Austin's modelling for Jay today! I so cannot wait for that. ANTM IS COMING BACK this Wednesday! Nicole won. I think its impossible to watch ANTM without knowing who's the winner already.

Oooh I love American TV.

DON'T YOU TELL ME NO

2005-12-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

Check it out, a CG WIP, I think. Amazing.

#789

2005-12-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Since my soul has no point in life, I'l reminisce about Egypt and it's wonderful simple ways of life.

The Nile sunset, and a felucca sailing boat.

This egyptian dancer was really neat, he kept spinning that pink thing around.

One of the 7 wonders of the world, the Giza pyramid.

Shit, I really miss Egypt.

THAT BENCH WHERE YOU THINK

2005-12-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

I think, the worst human behavioral thing would be feeling lonely. Maybe I should just enter the world of dementia.

I'm a dork. I'm a dork. I'm a dork. I'm a dork..

Classic Scrubs quote of the week:

Jordan: I don't understand why you refuse to put on a hospital gown?
Ben: [in English accent] Because I don't like people to see my bum.

MURROW.

2005-12-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

If you know me very well, you might've guessed I'd probably blog about the Golden Globe Nominations. Anyway, I can't believe that Zhang Zhiyi got nominated for Best Actress. Seriously she can barely even speak proper English. Or maybe I'm just biased.

Movies I HAVE to watch:

- Goodnight, and Good luck (TOP priority)
- The Producers (another one of those Chicago-like-broadway-movies)
- North Country
- The Constant Gardener (Ralph Fiennes!)
- Xmen 3
- The Da Vinci Code

Well that's pretty much it. And the greatest movie trailer EVER:

The Da Vinci Code

I just, died of awe when I watched it. *still in awe*

LATINO.

2005-12-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

We finally went to JB. To wrap up my post in brief words, here're the albums I bought:

Destiny's Child - #1's
k0Rn - See You On The Other Side
Ashlee Simpson - I Am Me
t.A.T.u - Dangerous And Moving
Alanis Morisette - Under Rug Swept

It's all pretty teenage. Yeeck.

I'M SPARTACUS.

2005-12-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

Anyone who says they're stupid and should be shot please raise your hands!

AND BITCH ALONE IN ME-LOUD GLADE

2005-12-10T13:52:00.000+08:00

So.. I've been more of a bum than a productive individual this week. Yeah you'd expect a really psyched up teenager to go out everyday, but considering myself I'd be a disgrace to that society.

Crap.

LOSS, DEAL WITH IT.

2005-12-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

I have officially been a bum today. Still as a sick mutt, I vomited when I woke up, having the sickest cramp ever. And then I pretty much spent the whole day just bumming around the computer and playing runescape (after a long while) .

So I've decided to become an obnoxious dilettante in the world of cinematography. Taking videos around the house, but believe me this little joyride of mine soon died off after shoving my camera right in people's faces. Next I'm going to try harassing all those schoolgirls at those stations and get arrested.

So tomorrow I think Amylia's gonna drag my lazy ass out of the house again, with Cat and go catch that scumbag Harry Potter who smokes pot! *sardonic laughter* For twelve bucks, in that IMAX theatre. Twelve bucks. And for my money's worth, I swear if there're any stupid wailing babies in that theatre I am going to shove their tiny little toes down their throat.

MISSISIPI.

2005-12-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

So today Amylia dragged my maniacal ass out of the house and brought me to her place. I played Sims there till the house caught fire and stuff, and my family had this drunk guy and psycho little girl. Folded cranes for this sick Korean guy, for Amylia's collection of 500+ cranes, and ate like a sinful glutton, and then got home.

Cheryl actually smsed me about the America's Next Top Model show tonight! I know Athirah and I can't wait. Yeah so call me huge worshipper of American TV shows.

In other news, I shall peruse the art and science of total assoholism because there're millions of em' at large, all over the frickin world.

OPRAH, IDOL.

2005-12-06T15:37:00.000+08:00

I just typed a whole lotta shit, and Blogger "power" just erased the whole of it. Wow, thank you, you power so much, blogger.

Anyway I've been a sick dog, since I came back. But Egypt was awesome. I had my 2nd camel ride, visited temples, tombs, museums, and pyramids. The mummies looked gross, but it was still cool.

My sister's off to Dubai, and I'm home alone without her for 10 days. Imagine, I left her for 10 days, and now she's leaving me for 17 days. That's 1 whole month without my sister! :( Anyway, the trip was really uber fun.

In the tour there was this girl my age, but I think she was born immature or something. Because I have never seen a girl MY age hold her mother's hand for more than 12 hours, cry when she rides a camel, whimper and sob in dark caves, and so fucking fussy about Egyptian food. Cmon, you're overseas. Try exotic food, you bitch.

So, now I'm stuck home. Tried talking to the plant next door but no luck. Geez, I feel as though I'm being placed under house arrest.

Humble abode?

2005-12-04T16:44:00.000+08:00

So... egypt.

Em, I'll post later.

Time for Utah.

2005-11-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

I've been a sloth today. It is one of the seven deadly sins, and that's obviosly not a good thing. Sitting infront of the TV for like, 5 hours is not very healthy, if you ask me. But anyway I'm off to Egypt tomorrow and I'm yet to pack, again! You know everytime you pack, you always feel as if there's something left out. Drats, that's why there's a thing called "organisation"!

I'm incompetent.

Like I care, boo hoo.

Reload your guns.

2005-11-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

Okay I don't usually have a fond likeness towards asian pop groups, but I have to admit I've fallen in love with the screaming guy from DBSG! *screams*

.Anyway, the walk home seemed so long, but I guess it was the rain. I'm in no mood to blog, so this is the end. (not literally the end)

Just above me,

2005-11-22T00:57:00.000+08:00

I've never spent 5 straight hours just drawing, and drawing, and drawing.. And I realise I really need a vacation to get out of this shithole! You know, get a peaceful session to get in the zone before going back to a school full of PMS creatures. I heard the cruise on the Nile was good.

And it better be.

I CAN' T WAIT TO GET OUT OF HERE!

You go, sistah.

Say Tiliokisaaa.

2005-11-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

My week:

MONDAY: Skipped MD went Seoul Garden.

TUESDAY: Went for MD but ended up looking for Cikgu for 2 hours.

WEDNESDAY: Harry Potter with Adz and Amy. Bummed around the house.

THURSDAY: MD studying with Iry, again. Became a brat again.

FRIDAY: Made IC, and I swear the people who take your instant photos don't give a damn about how you look in your IC.

SATURDAY: Became a brat! ((:

SUNDAY: Went shopping with Kak. Bought loads of things from Zara and Mngo. THANKS KAKAK! LOVE YOU! <3

and then next thurs I'm going TO EGYPT. HAHAHA

Cat Scratch Club.

2005-11-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

You know, holidays have a definition. It's not "come back to school almost everyday and we give you shitpiles of assignments" season.

Pooped, and PISSED.

2005-11-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

Okay I have the very urge to burn ANYTHING now because I've done this super nice layout but the coding's all screwed up in blogger. I need HELP.

MuVo.

2005-11-15T13:50:00.000+08:00

So yesterday Anglia, Amylia, Adz Vanessa and me went to Seoul Garden to celebrate my birthday, and it was kinda cool. Then Adz and me went around like two stupid fools looking for lighters and I finally bought a mini Zippo! ((: The woman who sold it was so nice.. too nice i think. And then got new earhphones, which was really awesome if you ask me.

Then at night my dad bought me a new mp3! GAHAA. No more hand-me-downs.

So that was pretty much my birthday bonanza. We're gonna watch HPGOF tomorrow! AT LONG LAST!

Geez I'm starting to sound like one of those cliche excited teenage girls. I'm too lazy to post pictures. And this is not a PHOTOBLOG!

The little things.

2005-11-13T17:16:00.000+08:00

Oh and I forgot to post something funny that made me laugh at midnight yesterday. It was 12 midnight, and then my sister wished me happy birthday:

Sis: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Me: No, not really I was born around 2am..
Sis: (in a serious tone) Okay I take that back.

After that I got into a laughing fit for no apparent reason. HAHA xD

Ye old chap.

2005-11-13T16:46:00.000+08:00

So today's my birthday. I'm not too sure whether I'm filled with euphoria or not. Well at least I have to thank those who've wished me. (: Anyway 2/3 (i think) of the malay class went jalan rayer-ing yesterday and it was kinda fun, really. xD

Us at Cikgu's house. (yes fiquisa was there)
Iryani's arm looks long. :l

Cikgu's house had this swing, 'twas awesome!

BLOATED from the food, Cat? >:)

This is a FENDI MINAH.

Me! Blurred because I suck at cameras.

I LOVE this photo.
And the black extra boots are Cat's.

So I'm fifteen. Today's Whoopie Goldberg's big day too. ((:

Blate.

2005-11-11T16:34:00.000+08:00

I've never felt so much emotion on a bus ride home before.

Buble I love.

2005-11-10T16:52:00.000+08:00

Okay, I hate this year 2005. I've made more enemies, had shit results, less freedom of speech and basically this WHOLE YEAR was a whole shitpile of SHIT.

Okay maybe I should be happier since I have things to look forward to.

I'm going to Egypt! :)

GOOD.

Gives me a good therapy to get out of this stupid place.

LATEST DRAWING:

And no, I didn't smudge.

Good luck.

2005-11-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

Don't you like, love this gay guy. He's so fabulously GAY. Anyway I love Porject Runway, gives me hope for my impossible dream. Anyway school's been a bitch and all but no surprises there.

Me, Adz, and Amylia are watching Harry Otter on the 16th! YES!

Shoosh.

2005-11-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

I'm beginning to get hooked onto this star wars trilogy thing. It's really healthy.

Grey and Older

2005-11-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

The festivity of it all.

She doesn't get it.

2005-11-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

The humans field trip was, em, BORING. Seriously I got kinda sick of looking at green stuff and then flowers of different colours. Yer so I'm not your nature-friendly individual. Anyway,

SLAMAT HARI RAYE!

Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

Duit collection oii. :))

Red hair and purple streaks.

2005-11-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

I was SO productive today! I actually CLEANED my room and made kuih for 3 HOURS STRAIGHT. Now there's still chocolate stuck in my fingernails.

Er, I'm gonna do that infecting thing Amylia did. :/ here goes:

1. I don't give a damn about what people think about me, unless it's really bad. :l

2. I LOVE movies, and hollywood. Won't fail to buy Hollywood gossip mags every week.

3. Em, I have a fear of closing doors, specially lifts, and that MRT thing with RED NASTY BARRIERS. ( i bet some people didn't know about this fear of mine )

4. I am truly AGAINST the education system.

5. My lifelong goal: Go to New york.

A bloody funny video : http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=oZT-yKvuD7Q&search=mmu

Don't worry, I'm not corrupted or anything. It's just plain, original humor. ;B

The tay-leeban?

2005-10-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

Saya punya Malayu sungguh lemah therefore saya pelan untuk membaiki bahasa melayu saya. Saya suka Ramly burger dengan telur dan kambingnya yang sungguh enak, ye.

Just a mime show.

2005-10-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

You stand where you don't want to be.

I doubt you'd ever glance at me again.

But, I know you won't leave me here.

You're lending me the square I need.

We had a past.

Didn't we cross paths once?

Basil is not a fish.

2005-10-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

Stupid things I did today:

- Found out how much I was worth, and I am worth $1,389,464, baby!
- Adopted a gay pet! Oh the mardi gras of it all.

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?

I'm going nuts.

*goes into sardonic laughter* Anyway the minahs once again burnt paper during recess.. And we suddenly burnt this piece of paper till the flames were like way outta control. But it was beautiful! The lovely sight of flames tears our hearts awaay. (riiight) Then there were ashes all around and we started kicking it, trying to get rid of it and a couple of bimbos were like wondering what the hell we were trying to do.

P.S - Make poverty HISTORY.

Headbang till you bleed.

2005-10-27T18:03:00.000+08:00

I forgot to post what the MINAHS did during recess today. Maybe we were too stoned and pissed to lepak we decided to play with my lighter. We burnt, paper, plastic, paper after paper.. It's maniacal how we can keep this up, really. AND Adzlynn had this like, big red bruise on her thumb. The amount of ashes, wooh.

Longest Yaaard.

2005-10-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

Okay so the headstart programme is pissing me off. The pathetic state of it all. I won't rant. It's just, so hard to survive in this society that demands perfection. *sob* Okay, drama moment over. JAYBEE PICURE TIME.

OH so colourful.

I don't know why they call this a vegetable.

Looks really nice, but it's just a piece of white cloth really.

I am hungry.

Tiloapsisis.

2005-10-24T15:53:00.000+08:00

I am hungry.

AND SCHOOL SUCKS!

SAY IT WITH ME, JUVENILE.

2005-10-19T16:35:00.000+08:00

I love Nirvana! Helps you go crazy after a mind-f***ing day of results.

Cry when we should.

2005-10-18T17:23:00.000+08:00

Attempts to release anger by Liah, starting from 1500 hours.

Put on a sulky face and waited for Mom.
Screamed into the pillow, till I couldn't scream anymore.
Baked a banana cake, went crazy.
Talked to the little plant in the window about world hunger.

Ladies and gentleman this is what the education system does to you.

This your wreckage

2005-10-16T10:36:00.000+08:00

My hand feels like it's been stabbed by a knife. Did a drawing during midnight with music of Ocean's 12 OST. Did another one this morning and my hands are now officially cramped. I'm starting to play CS, now.. Yeah I know it's kinda of an old game (i think) but of course I pretty much suck at it.

My philosophy of life.

2005-10-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

I'm becoming more unproductive. That' s baaaaaaad.

You're under my skin.

2005-10-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

For the next few days I'll morph into a piece of furniture, get up at 12, and watch the idiot box all day long.

Maybe I should just go to Art Friend and set a up a refuge camp there. And play poker with cotton buds.

The earth says hello, again.

2005-10-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hello world, it's good to be back.

Bullshit.

2005-10-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

Since I haven't got any ramblings going on, I'm just gonna put some frickin random stuff, like my TV schedule. Go drool at it. :l

Monday - ANTM, 10.30, Channel 5.
Tuesday - House, 10.00, AXN.
Wednesday - Amazing Race, 8.00, AXN.
Thursday - LOST, 10.00, Channel 5.

And give me second glances.

2005-09-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

Exams suck. Can't complain though. :l

The Foo Fighters sound really great. Sure, they're old men but they still rock. :B

After Mathematics.

2005-09-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

WIP for Adzlynn's present because Liah was bored.

And finally after 20 hours..

Okay must, study, in order not to get screwed. Cheers. :)

Mundaneeee.

2005-09-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I was that bored to create a fanlisting of my own. *slaps self*

They say it speaks a thousand words.

2005-09-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

So jump.

Don't save me.

2005-09-21T18:35:00.000+08:00

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye?

Words for the end

2005-09-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the piano exam.

I am screwed.

Check a live WIP of my shit drawing! : http://artpad.art.com/?in409s3f76o

Tw'as not ur usual.

2005-09-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

I am sick, sick, sick, sick and tired of people going "EOYs are coming. Oh hiaaatuss!" I am aware of the damn EOYs! I don't NEED reminding!

The Simpsons

2005-09-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

HAHAH I'm starting to watch The Simpsons everyday at 6pm on starworld and today I slept when I was watching tv. I slept on the couch till 10pm! ... and that really, was my day actually.

Pen Spinning

2005-09-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

Sorrow for a pen

How many spins have I taken;

How many spins have I left?

I ask my pen in silence.

Covered in dust,

Drenched in cracks;

Her life was not much left.

I take up the strangest hobbies, really.

Kids who kill.

2005-09-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

We mark the fourth anniversary of September 11th. It's eerie how an innocent date can become a title for a terrorist attack and spook the hell out of us, it is good to note that if we commerated terrorists attacks everyday, we would have to do it every single day of the year. So here's to the kids who kill. *raises goblet of rock

School starts in less than twenty four hours' time and I am not too sure if I am mentally prepared for the barrage that is opening day of a new term.

Oh screw you, school.

I'm gonna be blunt.

2005-09-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

So, after a week, what has changed? That was a rhetorical question. Nothing much, really. One simple SS assignment done, a tonne of homework yet to be touched, table is a mess of unfinished committments, mind is a tangled mess of gargantuan proportions and how she treats me hasn't changed at all. So, a pretty unproductive holiday so far, I might say.

Okay that was a personal moment. Anyway I'm going to catch Quidam next Tuesday! I just hope I don't get blocked by the damn pillar like last time.

For Once In My Life.

2005-09-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'm going to Michael Buble's concert on the October 10th! Mack the knife is definitely coming to town. ;)

Do something

2005-09-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

The tempers of those waiting for food, water and relief from relentless heat continued to boil Friday as they waited for help to arrive, some in shocking conditions that were only getting worse. At least one large explosion rocked the city early Friday.

"Dear Mr. Bush:
Any idea where all our helicopters are? It's Day 5 of Hurricane Katrina and thousands remain stranded in New Orleans and need to be airlifted. Where on earth could you have misplaced all our military choppers?.."

Whole story here.

Break thy habit

2005-09-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

So school ends today.

yeah right.

Well let's see, we have this thing on Monday, oh look another one on Tuesday (wow we end at 4pm), oh and another one on Wednesday! :o Nonetheless, I have no power to change any of these things and thus accept it with grace, and poise. (yeah right)

Library geek update : Fahrenheit 9/11 Reader, by Michael Moore.

The torment of it all

2005-08-31T19:44:00.000+08:00

The term's been one hell of a tough one.

PULP FICTION

2005-08-30T17:05:00.000+08:00

Something great is going to happen! Something so BIG, BIG BIG BIG that it's literally going to push you off your ass! It's very BIG!

BIG!

BIG!

BIG!

BEEG!

BEEG!

Oh yeah, and I realised I shouldn't give anything on Teacher's Day cos those morons are the ones who tortured me.

Reality sinks in.

2005-08-25T16:26:00.000+08:00

Is it me, or am I loathing school nowadays? Oh, there they go, playing that same bloody song on the frickin' PA, and sadly I shuffle to the frickin' hall. Same ol' faces everyday, every hour, and every minute. But anyway now that I've gotten my much awaited Derwent Sketching Set. :) Look! :) Okay it's with 3 graphite sticks, 3 charcoal sticks, 1 white pastel pencil, 3 Derwent pencils, 1 terracota drawing pencil, and 1 charcoal pencil. At last I have something to distract myself with.

Till later, morons.

Let your passion free.

2005-08-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

I never draw dreams or nightmares. I draw my own reality.

Sayonara, morons.

2005-08-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

Yes, my blog is dead and school sucks.

Red, white and green.

2005-08-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

So today is national day. :l Whoopee, for the education system that oh so truly benefited our lives of the younger generation. :) Picture time!

Thus the Swensen's visit for dessert.

Merri-mint, i think. :B

I know it's kind of the wrong time to take this picture, but who cares.

Never will see daylight again

2005-08-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

I realised, and I still don't know why girls just love to have their blog layout where all the content is squeezed up into one tiny-inny box with links you'll never find, or figure which one is which.

Today was National Day.

And I forgot to bring back the big-red-book- that-was-free home.

Today was a strange, unproductive day. Cept' for the movie, at least.

Like I told you, random stuff, random picture.

No I don't know why I love the escalators.

Fate

2005-08-06T13:01:00.001+08:00

I bought it, I dropped it, I broke it.

Geez.

Berselendang putih

2005-08-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

Ye, so me and Lydia went to help MD in the Ulu dance. I think the pictures speak a thousand words, so ye.

when we arrived, posing posing.

we had mac's for lunch. sponsored, eh?

lydia, my MTV assistant. prasan punye minah.

there was this spotlight and yes posing sikit ler.

with HPPS MALAY CLUB. my pri school.

this was ur last pose people! weeweet ;)

yes we took a picture with

THAT VIVIAN GUY! :)

and that was my day.

Shake me sane

2005-07-30T11:36:00.000+08:00

I think it's that phase where you just want to curl up and die.

Is it wrong to long for something you don't have?
No, of course not. It is human nature.
Why fight our own nature?
We fight because we must.

The hormone hostage

2005-07-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

These are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his very life into his own hands. This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in a wallet of every husband, boyfriend or significant other.

DANGEROUS: What's for dinner?
SAFER: Can I help you with dinner?
SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner?
ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some chocolate.

DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that?
SAFER: Gee, you look good in brown.
SAFEST: WOW, you look at you!
ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some chocolate.

DANGEROUS: Should you be eating that?
SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left.
SAFEST: Can I get you a glass of wine with that?
ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some chocolate.

P.S - CSI finale directed by Quentin Tarantino, 27th July. 9pm, AXN.

Open up the dirty window.

2005-06-23T12:00:00.000+08:00

Reaching for something in the distance
so close you can almost taste it
selease your inhibitions
feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else
can speak the words on your lips

<- I drew this, wadya think?

Sprained Minds.

2005-06-21T13:59:00.000+08:00

I was jolly well enjoying myself, singing 'I Will Survive' and then this stupid guy called Mr. Wire just budged in and sang some stupid rendition of 'St. Matilda's' beside me. >:(

Attempt to socialise.

2005-06-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

On Broadway.

2005-06-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

I went to JB! And nothing interesting happened. :)

Look! I made this from the Gimp, cool eh?

May not seem that WOW, but seems WOW to me. :o